I am in the middle of my edits for Ian Quicksilver: THE EXILED PRINCE. I usually like this part of the process. When I write, I get the story out on paper, I rearrange and edit. After working on it for a solid three months, I start hating it. There hasn't been one single book I've written that I haven't ended up hating at one time or another. I've penned a good twelve books and every single one of them, in one way or another, makes me want to hack an ax through the center of it.
The Exiled Prince is currently no different. When I finished writing it, I loved it. I put it aside for six months and submitted it to my publisher. I completely forgot what I'd written. When I got the preliminary sub-edits back on it, I began to seriously question my sanity in thinking it was, in any way the story I thought I would tell.
The manuscript now keeps me up at night. I have mentally skewered the living daylights out of that stupid thing. Don't get me wrong... it's good. As in, I had NO CLUE I could write something that emotional. I usually lean toward the funny when I write. Emotional? Not so much. I'm sitting here going through it for the fourth time, just to make freaking sure that I want take Ian in the direction that I did. Every single stinking time, I end up with my mouth hanging open and asking myself and my laptop "did I really write that?"
Apparently I did.
So... can I drop a few spoilers? I think I will...
I was mean to one of my characters. I skewered him in the heart with a dull spoon and gave it a hearty twist (metaphorically). Many of my readers wonder if I laugh evilly when I kill off characters. I don't. I cry and blubber right along with them because it's pretty emotional for me too as I write it. I don't enjoy it and it doesn't give me a perverse sense of enjoyment. HOWEVER, when I plot twist in a magnificent sort of way that makes the hair on the back of my neck stand on end, you can count on me chuckling a little gleefully. It. Cannot. Be. Helped.
And by golly, I was mean. Not "death to you, character dear" kind of mean. More like I yanked the proverbial rug out from under Ian and Arianna. Silivus is evil and twisted in a manically superb way. His mind is cruel and genius. I can only question how far down the rabbit hole Ian will go to get back what he lost.
Then I realize that I am cackling to myself in a completely dead silent and empty house. My dog is staring at me like I've lost it and she's a little scared to be around me.
I will spoil a few more tidbits soon. Please. Speculate.